I can't for the life of me understand why -- given the depth of the infinite darkness I see above me from this garret window as I look out from my lamplit room at nighttime sky Or downward from this mountainside hotel room at the blackcold lake, the ancient city spread below - small circles in a glow of mercury vapor - on an ordinary evening of an ordinary day of ordinary gloom -- Why you choose to wander the dark streets below, choose to believe this is the be-all and end-all and choose to choose this trattoria, that tavola calda - and give no thought to the chiesa where you might go To see a world in its festooned disguises, to see what is beyond mercury and mountains and cities and me